I want to dedicate this post to goodbyes.
I consider myself as very friendly person who sometimes likes to talk too much. Because of this fact I naturally meet a lot of people, as everybody does. If we look at it realistically we will say goodbye to everyone.
I don’t hate many things really. What I do not like at all is to say goodbye to people, who were there in my life, just sharing it with me. Through the years of saying them constantly to people I care about I learned the harsh truth.
There is never the right time for it, and there is never a right way to do it. Goodbyes take time to heal, time to get used to the new feeling of not having your dear people next to you. Especially the ones, which you said too soon. Some of the goodbyes I only remember for a few hours, maybe days or weeks. A few of them I will never forget. I might see those people again or I won’t. The most hardest and scariest ones, are those which you do not realize, they were the last ones.
Why are goodbyes sad? The person was sharing a part of our lives with us, maybe an important one. They maybe changed you a little, showed you different ways, and introduced you to many things, which you became to like. Suddenly he or she can’t be there anymore, or simply don’t want to, for whatever reason.
I was never really good at coming up with a saying which would perfectly sum up our time together. It’s also very awkward for me, because I always want to cry. I don’t like crying, and it always surprises me. Especially if there is nothing to regret or be sad about, I still share a tear. I always need time to think about each and every situation like this, to understand, and to be okay with it.
Many goodbyes happened, and many will. I have to admit there is one thing positive about them. We made memories together, which means we will be connected forever. Fortunately nobody can ever steal those from me.
Memories are here to connect us with people for rest of our lives.
I don’t think I will ever get used to them or learn how to do them properly. Honestly, I don’t want to be okay with a fact that I have to say them to the people I love.
For the end
I will finish this with a little saying from my best friend. She sent this to me when we finished our university, and both left to the other side of the world “ I know we’ll be friends for life, sharing our dreams together. As we walk down the road, we’ll never think twice, these memories are made forever. And though we are off to different worlds, somehow we’re together…because deep down within our heart…these memories are made forever.”